And up to this very day, I continued to love you. 

I MISS YOU.

Even though it’s been so long since we’ve actually had a real talk, since we both hung out, just the two of us.. I miss you so badly. I miss the way we’d joke around about everything and laugh at the little things. I miss the way I felt whenever I was with you because I was nothing but happy. I was genuinely happy with you. I miss the ‘I love you’ fights because you always won. I miss listening to your voice at night, you telling me how your day went, what/who irritated you, how tired you were feeling. I miss spamming your phone with 100+ texts just to make you smile and feel good about yourself. I miss MY little boy. I miss the both of us smiling, cheerful, and happy. I miss the tight hugs you gave me and not wanting to ever let go. The way you place me arm around you because you wanted me to hold you.  The way you looked at me was different compared to how other people saw me as. I felt special when you stared at me. You have no idea how thankful I was to be called, ‘yours and only yours.’ I miss how you didn’t give a care about the way I looked, the way I show my weirdness, you saw me for me. Good and bad. And regardless of all that, you continued to love me. You were my little boy. The one who I focused on 24/7 because I was head over heels in love with you.  `Til now, there isn’t a day where I don’t think about you… How I miss you and wish that we were still together. I messed up. I really messed up and lost the one person who I really loved. I lost my LB. 

i miss you, reymart..

/’;

And I’m still here, loving you with all I got.